unfinished guitar bridge clamped to worktable


Since I'm at a point where the original bridge is off the guitar anyway, I decided to make my own and complete the left-handed conversion I was already half committed to with the bone nut I made. I have no idea if this is actually going to work in the end, but if nothing else I've learned that shaping wood with coping saws and files is fun. Chisels I am not yet sold on.

Alas! the slot I made doesn't actually go deep enough once the right amount of material is taken off the top, so I'm going to have to do that all over again. Bleah.
Admittedly I'm saying this as someone who points out all kinds of not-fixed-binary biological sexes/sexual roles/forms of hermaphroditism in animals as a refutation to the idea of a natural, biologically immutable, universal male/female binary, but sometimes I get the feeling that not only do people want nonbinary to be a single third gender, they really want it to be synonymous with intersex so they can cling to their idea of gender as biology even in the face of both gender and biology being too complicated for that.

It feels like trying to de-transify nonbinary identity.

So on that note, this article claiming archaeologists have found a nonbinary Scandinavian warrior's grave actually describes an intersex Scandinavian warrior's grave. It says says the individual was identified as female based on grave goods until genetic testing was conducted and revealed they had Klinefelter syndrome. The article never uses the term "intersex". Nothing in the article contradicts the possibility that the person in question was nonbinary, but their argument in favor is, with the most charitable reading I can muster, that a person in ancient Scandinavia with Klinefelter-typical characteristics, who was a respected warrior but also had grave goods typical of women's graves, might have identified in a way we would today call nonbinary. Mostly they seem to be arguing that having an XXY karyotype makes you nonbinary.

That's... not what nonbinary means. You can't do a genetic test for being nonbinary. Stop that.



So I've never veneered anything before. And I started with bird's eye maple. On a guitar. This was my first mistake.

My second mistake was not flattening it before I started working with it, on the grounds that it was already pretty flat. Pretty flat is not flat enough.

My third mistake was staining it before applying it to the surface. With an oil based stain.

My fourth was not applying it heartwood side up.

My fifth was not using enough heat.

My sixth was not using enough glue, and my seventh was probably leaving too much glue.

My eighth was using too much heat.


It's not all bad though. I figured out how to remove it without reducing it to splinters, how to flatten it even in much worse condition than it started out in with a veneer bath and lots of weight, and how to apply it correctly (I think). Now I've gotten my flattened veneer as flat against the wood as I could with a scraper I used like a veneer hammer, ironed it with some blank newspaper to prevent scorching, pseudo-veneer-hammered it again, put flat plywood over it, and put a 50 pound sandbag on top of the plywood. If that doesn't do it, I'm going to chalk this up as a distressingly expensive learning experience, sand the top and bottom as smooth as I can, and just... paint them. Which I don't want to do, but at least I know how.


I feel like I owe an apology to both the veneer and the guitar.

Now that the weather's finally warming up, I can use hide glue! My only ventilated workspace is my backyard, so I was stuck for a while after that first snow. The next steps are:

- fill in holes with sawdust and re-ream, to patch tearout and general wear

- stain? and oil neck

- apply veneer to front

- reattach bridge

- sand down back

- apply veneer to back

- seal edges

- string it and hope I didn't wreck anything

Friend's mom isn't dead yet, but it's looking like it's just a matter of time. It was completely avoidable. The shitty doctors at the shitty hospital just straight up didn't treat an infection that became septic and has now caused organ failure, while she was there for other health issues. This is not the first time the shitty religious hospital has killed by neglect, and won't be the last, but it's the only option available for people who live there and don't have second beach house level money. They'll get away with it forever because any time someone criticizes this fucking deathtrap of a hospital it's an attack on Christianity and a scary socialism and would you rather they just shut down so there's NO hospital??? and Those People Made Lifestyle Choices.

I'm so angry, and so tired, and my friend is hundreds of miles away, and there's still a pandemic so I can't even get down there to help her out while she and her brother deal with this utter bullshit by themselves.
...Today a nonbinary transmasc person I deeply respect wrote a very long twitter thread about the harmful aspects of a joke. The joke was about the shapeless bag take on "gender neutral" clothing vs. the flamboyant way some nonbinary people actually dress, as represented by a burlap sack vs. Gonzo the muppet. The problem with the joke was that it implied every nonbinary person fell into the Gonzo the Muppet category, which contributes to the idea that "nonbinary" is a third gender rather than a collection of diverse identities outside the gender binary. It was a good point, and one I hadn't considered thoroughly enough.

But they closed by saying that identifying with nonhuman characters because you feel like there isn't enough room for you in the depictions of humanity you see is dehumanizing and harmful, and people need to stop doing it.

And.

...I'm not gonna lie, that genuinely hurts.

Obviously it's a problem when the only nonbinary or interpretable-as-nonbinary characters you see are inhuman. I don't think that even needs further explanation. But sometimes it is all you fucking get. It's the shelter no one will take from you because they'd never guess you would crawl into it, and other people like you found that same shelter and left their marks in it. The world of the inhuman is a world of broken boundaries, of feeling out of place and acknowledging, even embracing that instead of finding resolution in "fixing" the things that separated you from the norm. It's a place where confusion and anger and hurt are allowed to resolve themselves in ways that clash with traditional narratives. Monsters are allowed to be strange, to revel in their strangeness. Monsters are allowed to be Other. Monsters are allowed to be. And when they aren't, when the monster is destroyed for daring to be Incorrect, that too can have a bitter sort of catharsis to it, a recognition that sometimes being the outsider gets you hurt or killed just for existing and you couldn't have avoided it by being better or more normal.

Try telling a fucking nine year old in an abusive household that they need to demand better instead of identifying with monsters and robots and aliens for reasons they don't even understand yet.

This was the home I made for myself, and it's a part of me now, and I'm not going to throw it away just because I do in fact deserve better.

The world fucking sucks and it wants me dead and I will be a fucking monster if I want to be.

badbrains

Feb. 6th, 2021 06:45 pm
I'm so tired all the time, but I can never fucking sleep until I crash like a jet plane on fire. This has been a problem to some extent for years, but it's a lot worse now. So it makes perfect sense that my housemates didn't want to wake me up for dinner planning. But because it's one of the few things we reliably do together and all three of us spend most of the day hiding in our rooms alone, my Garbage Brain has decided that they hate me and wanted to avoid interacting with me.

The worst thing about this is, I'm autistic, and my natural inclination is actually to take things at face value, but years of everyone around me not taking things at face value has made me paranoid about secret coded messages (that no one will explain because I'm supposed to just know) hidden in mundane social interactions. By reading too much into things, I'm doing exactly what I want everyone to stop doing. It doesn't help that I spent my entire childhood having my mom tell me over and over that the only reason anyone interacts with me at all is to be polite, and that the nicest thing I can do for anyone is to interact with them as little as possible.

A PCIe is a type of expansion bus. Lots of other things are also buses! A bus is made of single wires (serial) or groups of wires (parallel) that carry data from one location to another. Most modern bus systems use lanes, which are pairs of serial wires with one sending data and the other receiving at the same time.

 

Expansion buses allow you to plug extra hardware into your motherboard as easily, in most cases, as you plug a game cart into a gameboy (or Switch, I’m old). Most additional functionality that comes from hardware is stuff plugged into expansion bus slots. The most common form of expansion bus used to be PCI (Peripheral Component Interconnect), and you still sometimes see PCI slots. They look like this:
 


However, on most modern motherboards you’ll see PCIe (Peripheral Component Interconnect express) slots. They look like these four slots at the top:

PCIExpress

(Above: PCIe x4, PCIe x16, PCIe x1, PCIe x16, and a PCI slot)

 

PCIe have different numbers of lanes, indicated by x(#) or “by (number)” notation. For instance, a PCIe x1 slot has only one lane, while a x16 slot has sixteen lanes. Peripheral cards need a certain number of lanes to function. They also won’t physically fit in a slot with too few lanes. They can usually fit in slots with more lanes than they need, but there’s no mechanical benefit to doing so.

 

There are currently four versions of PCIe. Each one doubles the data rate of the last one; PCIe v1 has a data rate of 2 Gb/s (250 MB/s), PCIe v2 has a data rate of 4 Gb/s (500 MB/s), v3 is 8 Gb/s (1 GB/s), and v4 is 16 Gb/s (2 GB/s). This means each wire in the lane can transfer that much data per second. To figure out how much the whole bus can transfer at once, coming and going, you need to take into account how many lanes there are too.

 

Example: a PCIe x4 slot is v3

 

1 GB per wire    2 wires    4 lanes
------------------- * ---------- * ---------- = 8 GB/s for this slot
1 second            1 lane      1 slot

(In case screenreaders made a mess of that or the formatting doesn't hold up on other screens, it says that 1 GB per wire divided by 1 second times 2 wires divided by 1 lane times 4 lanes divided by 1 slot equals 8GB for this slot, or 1 GB per wire per second times 2 wires per lane times 4 lanes per slot equals 8 GB for this slot.)

The same motherboard will commonly have more than one version of PCIe slot on it, because the slower kinds are cheaper and still work fine for many applications. Your higher rated PCIe slots, which are x16 and v3 or v4, connect directly to the CPU or “Northbridge” in order to move faster, while any other PCIe slots will connect to the chipset or “Southbridge”. Most chipset PCIe slots are x1, which is also the size of most peripheral cards aside from the fancy video cards and such that you’d want in those higher-end slots anyway. Occasionally you’ll also see x4 or x8 slots. It’s easy to tell the differences between them just by comparing their sizes, but you can also tell them apart by the number and configuration of gaps.

 

Important components that may be installed via PCIe slot include:

- GPUs
- WiFi cards
- dedicated audio cards
- cards that add extra ports, such as more USB ports
- some kinds of very fast SSDs (may require additional Stuff)
- adapters for weirder things

 

The most important thing here is to understand how your available number and types of PCIe slots affect what you can do and how you’re going to do it. When building a PC or replacing a part, you need to know whether the peripherals you need will work with the slots on your motherboard. Also, if a peripheral component isn’t communicating with the rest of the machine, you need to know that a bad PCIe slot is a potential culprit.

The motherboard is the base through which everything that makes your computer a computer connects and communicates. The most important ones for our purposes are the ATX, microATX, and mini ITX.
 

Parts Of A Motherboard

1. The chipset. Arguably, the motherboard itself is a chipset, but typically this means the piece that handles communications between the CPU and the peripherals. In older computers, there was a Northbridge chipset that handled the high speed/data rate connections, and a Southbridge that handled everything else. In most modern computers, “Northbridge” connections are handled by the CPU directly, but you still sometimes see these terms used as a shorthand for high speed/priority connections vs. general connections.

2. The bus slots. Technically a lot of things are bus slots, including RAM slots and SATA connections. A bus is any array of either single wires (serial) or groups of wires (parallel) that carry data from one place to another. But usually people mean expansion bus slots when they talk about bus slots. Most modern computers have PCIe (Peripheral Component Interconnect express) slots, but some still have the older PCI slots as well. These allow you to plug in additional hardware, such as dedicated graphics/video cards (sometimes called GPUs), audio cards, wifi cards, and much more.

3. The RAM slots. These let you add Random Access Memory to the computer, which lets it keep more data pulled up immediately to hand so you can use it faster. On ATX boards, they usually run perpendicular to the PCIe slots.

4. SATA connectors. These are the main connection points for optical drives (CD, DVD, Blu-Ray) and data storage (hard drives, solid state drives).

5. Ports. These let you connect peripherals that aren’t installed inside the case. They include USB (2.0 and 3.0), audio (line in, line out, speaker, mic), LAN (RJ45, the ethernet socket), and FireWire/IEEE 1384 (for plugging in media devices for faster, smoother playback than USB would give you).

6. Power connectors. These allow the power source to power things. Typically, there’s a CPU power socket for just providing power to the CPU, and a main power socket for everything else.

7. CPU socket. This is where the CPU goes. It can be an innie or an outie. Both are terrifying in their own ways.

8. CMOS battery. It powers the CMOS.
 

Motherboard Form Factors:

again, there are a lot, but for now we only care about three kinds.
 

Standard ATX (Advanced Technology Extended)

- the largest of the three

- 20 or 24-pin main power connector, 4 or 8 pin CPU power connector

- most PCIe and RAM slots, for higher performance and more peripherals/customization

- ideal uses: computers that need to be able to run challenging software, may require the extra processing power of a dedicated video/graphics card, or need to be versatile/flexible. Good for programming/software engineering, art/graphic design, audio production/mixing, and gaming.

 

Micro ATX

- more compact version of the ATX

- same main power connectors as standard ATX, may or may not have the dedicated CPU connectors

- fewer PCIe slots, and usually fewer kinds of PCIe slots

- often has poorer airflow and, depending in part on the case chosen, may also have fewer active cooling options

Ideal uses: average desktops, small dedicated servers, media/home theater computers

 

Mini ITX

- the smallest; this is what you use when you absolutely need things to take up as little space as possible

- also designed for low power consumption

- never has dedicated CPU power socket

- fewer RAM slots, may only have one PCIe

- because it's so compact, it can have overheating issues if pushed too far

Ideal uses: any small device with a single dedicated function

 

Other Notes On Motherboards: Technically we're not quite done with motherboards, because I want to talk about expansion bus slots on their own, and also every other part of the computer connects to the motherboard so it'll come up as we talk about all the other components. This will do for an overview, though. There are two main goals here, arguably equal in importance: be able to identify the parts of a motherboard and what they do, and be able to identify the right motherboard for a job. In service to both these goals, it's important to read the documentation for your motherboard and especially to check its compatibility with all of your other components. Compatibility checking will often be the most important motherboard-related step.

Motherboards rarely go bad, but when they do, there's rarely anything you can do about it aside from replacing them entirely. It's better to focus on prevention by handling them carefully, protecting them with a good case, having a good cooling system, and making sure dust doesn't build up inside the case.

 

And that's the Snail's Pace Review for motherboards! Next time: PCIe slots and common peripherals!

(Some friends and I are studying for IT certification together. I'm doing short reviews of topics we covered a while back. I'm putting them here and on Pillowfort so they're easy to find because Discord is terrible for logs, and hey, maybe other people will find them useful.)

First off, the obvious: The IT Cert program identifies six specific steps for troubleshooting. These are:

1. Identify the problem

2. Establish a theory of probable cause

3. Test the theory

4. Establish a plan of action to resolve the problem, and implement your solution (I still think that should be two steps)

5. Verify full system functionality and apply any preventative measures

6. Document findings, actions, and outcomes



1. Identifying the problem

The most important takeaway here is to gather as much information as you can, from as many sources as you can. Talk to the user, examine the machine yourself, examine the environment the machine is in, look up the official documentation, look for any past records on this problem, this machine, or this system, Ask The Internet

2. Establish a theory of probable cause


Two important things here. One, establish more than one theory of probable cause ahead of time so you have your possibilities handy if one fails to be the issue in question. Two, rank them according to ease/minimal disruptiveness of testing, not likelihood of being the answer. It may be unlikely, for instance, that simply unplugging the ethernet cord, blowing out the port, and plugging it back in will fix a computer failing to recognize that the ethernet exists, but it takes so little time and effort that it's worth doing first if there's even a possibility that it will work.

3. Test the theory

the key point here is that, while a test can solve the problem, that's not its primary purpose. The primary purpose of the test is to determine what the problem is. On your own at home the difference is often trivial, but if you're working with an organization, it becomes less so, because you need to coordinate with other people (and, often, multiple machines). This means that your test needs to be as isolated as possible, so it doesn't interfere with the rest of a system, and you need to get your permanent fix approved and scheduled so it doesn't catch people by surprise. Basically, testing before implementing your solution is basic courtesy + not accidentally bringing down your whole system, destroying anyone's work, or giving everyone else in the building unnecessary heart palpitations.

4. Make and Execute a Plan

See above

5. Verify System Functionality


This step is important because fixing one thing can sometimes break something else. For instance, if you replace some buggy resource with a functioning one, but a program still points to the buggy resource, that program is instead going to find nothing and flip the fuck out unless you fix that too. Also, sometimes something that seems to fix a problem doesn't actually, after extended testing, and this is a good time to doublecheck that.

6. Document Findings


Have you ever had a tech problem, gone online, checked a forum post describing the exact same problem and marked SOLVED, and then the original poster just says "Nvm I fixed it :)" with no further information? Did you want to print out that forum post, fold it into an elaborate origami knife, find the original poster, and stab them with it? Don't be that person! Help others and yourself with future tech issues by keeping good notes and making sure they're accessible.

Other Notes on Troubleshooting

Most of us have experience with troubleshooting in our daily lives, and a lot of the troubleshooting section is thus pretty intuitive. While emphasis on actually memorizing the six steps is important for passing the test, I'd say that in terms of learning new and useful skills, the most important part of this section is understanding how and why things change when you move from a personal scale to an organizational one. Troubleshooting when there are more people involved, and all of those people have to work together to get things done, usually by a deadline, requires coordination, which in turn requires effective communication. Keep this in mind at every step.

And that concludes today's Snail's Pace Review! Have a good day, everyone.
okay
what I want
musically, what I am searching for
is something with a sound between Brown Bird's "Blood of Angels" and the Indigo Girls' "Chickenman", with the interweaving, soar-and-dip high-energy kinda melodies that aren't particularly harsh and are in the realm of acoustic but are just at the edge of overstimulating and sound like if they were animals they'd have blood on their teeth

but thematically a better match for The Garages' "fight gods" or "and I mean, all gods" plus Grace Petrie's "Black Tie"

with the general imagery-feel of Tracy Grammer's "I Go Like The Raven" or "The Mountain"

And not in the unrooted, vaguely neopagan realm of, say, SJ Tucker (who is a perfectly fine musician on her own merits, just specifying), nor on the Actual Bluegrass/Country end of the spectrum.

at this point if I had any musical talent whatsoever I'd be better off writing something myself, but alas, I do not
After a great deal of asking for suggestions, poking at bandcamp, and repeatedly listening to 3-4 Brown Bird, Dave Carter and Tracy Grammer, Grace Petrie, and Indigo Girls songs apiece, I've concluded that the genre of music I want to listen to but have not actually located yet is probably "gothic, mythic folk for feral queers".

I'm open to suggestions, especially if the artist can be found on bandcamp.


A few of the songs, in case anyone is curious:

I Go Like The Raven

The Mountain

Seven Hells

Blood of Angels

Tom Paine's Bones

Black Tie

Chickenman

Devotion

Jars

Dec. 23rd, 2020 02:52 pm
I need a glass container to heat up hide glue in, via hot water method, so I decided to inventory the saved glass jars I have, and it's... slightly mysterious.

There's a medium sized spice jar with a metal lid that I don't remember saving, but the three with the black plastic caps I do remember saving aren't there. There's a stray cap for a type of jar I stopped saving and cleared out because they're an awkward shape, and a white plastic cap that goes to who knows what. In addition to the two jam jars with lids that I remember putting aside, there's one with no lid that I don't remember. And one of the little spice jars is missing a lid, but there's an extra shaker cap (the plastic bit with the holes that snaps over the top).

The obvious and most likely explanation is that I'm very disorganized and forgetful, and things get lost, but still.
Why does Dreamwidth default to logging IP addresses, and why do many journals/communities display them? All I can figure is it's a way to prevent sockpuppeting or ban dodging, which, fair, but it also seems like a pretty worrying security issue. Not that plenty of other social media sites aren't also logging your IP address, but those sites tend to be geared towards user data collection for selling to interested third parties, and Dreamwidth emphatically is not. I get the feeling there's some obvious explanation I'm not accounting for, or maybe some aspect of Dreamwidth's history that I as a newbie am unfamiliar with, but I dunno. It's weird. It's weird and uncomfortable.

LGBTea

Dec. 19th, 2020 04:33 pm
A friend of mine who lives near Louisville dropped the link to a Black queer-owned tea shop called Sis Got Tea. It's just getting ready to open, though presumably the physical store is waiting on COVID safety even once it's set up. They already have a few kinds of tea in the online store, and though the one I'm most interested in has sold out already, I ordered a few others and will report back on them. I appreciate the owner's goal of creating a specifically sober queer space, since not everyone is comfortable or safe in a bar setting.
it's too cold to use hide glue outside, and too not-well-ventilated to use it inside, so the garbage guitar is on hold for a bit. Instead I cleaned up a bit, and now I'm working on foldback mittens.
This was terrifying because veneer is EXPENSIVE and I've never done this before and I don't really have the right cutting tools but!!! take a look!!!



(something about the alt text made this glitch out, so: on a table outside, scrap veneer used to test colors, mixing container, latex gloves, stirring stick, boxcutter knife, phthalo blue oil paint, WATCO danish oil, and blue stained rags, surrounding light blue bird's-eye maple veneer cut in the shape of a guitar back)

close-up of stained veneer

The color is actually a bit greener and slightly more saturated than it looks here. The closest I could get to an accurate photo of the color was putting some of the test veneer next to the blue-green side of the guitar itself:


test veneer next to guitar
I forgot how much fun it is to mess with themes on a blog. Found one I liked enough that I'm probably not actually going to customize it much, but I appreciate having the option. Now I just need to make sure my tweaks are a reasonable balance of "borderline-tacky self indulgence" and "readable".
Oh yeah, I haven't done a Garbage Guitar update in a while.

I stained the sides with a mixture of WATCO "natural" Danish oil and phthalo blue and green oil paint, and I'm pretty happy with how that turned out. I'm putting veneer on the front and back, partly for appearances, but I wouldn't have bothered if I wasn't hoping it'd help me fill in/add a *little* more strength to that part of the back I scorched so badly. I applied a mix of sawdust and hide glue to the tearout in the bridgeplate, and will hopefully learn soon whether that was a good idea or a terrible idea.

EDIT: Wait. I've... never made a Garbage Guitar post here, it looks like? Whoops. Uh, long story short, I found a guitar in the garbage! And I've been trying to fix/customize it. it started out looking like this:


unstringed guitar sloppily painted over with acrylic white paint, three crosses at sunset on main body

the acrylic paint it was coated in was so drippy and thick that I could pull a decent bit of it off with my fingernails. Underneath, it appeared to have been painted white (still in craft paint, and there's nothing wrong with that if you're not planning to play it I guess) and doodled on with marker/pencil. It was kind of neat to uncover, like an archaeology dig.

Under THAT, the professional paint job it apparently had originally was Girl Assigned Pink, that ugly mid-saturated pink toy companies use to designate something is For Girls.


pencil drawing under the first coat of paint. Raindrops?


Girl Assigned Pink. The logo reads "Debutante by Daisy Rock" in a confusing font that makes it look kind of like "Delentante by Daisy Rock"

It's a real steel string guitar though, apparently a cheap one for kids to learn on. Honestly once I'd gotten all the paint off the hardware and out of the bridge, made a makeshift saddle from a piece of thick plastic, and gotten some strings and pins, it was playable... but it was still Girl Assigned Pink. Also, there was some damage to the bridgeplate, and some paint still stuck in the bridge, both of which made the pins sit unevenly and somewhat precariously.

damage to bridge plate


pins sitting unevenly


After a lot of sanding, scraping, and a heat gun, I did get all the factory paint job off, but I accidentally scorched part of the back pretty badly because I'd never used a heat gun before. Researching fixes led to researching woodworking in general, and veneers, and fancy things you could do with stains... aaand long story short I added a lot of technically unnecessary complications to my project.

I mixed up my own blue-green wood stain with alkyd oil paint and WATCO danish oil. I think it came out nice, personally. I also found a fancy type of wood veneer, bird's eye maple, for cheap, and I'm applying that to the front and back. There's something I'd like to do with a small piece of burled walnut to help with that scorched corner and generally look cool, but I lucked out with the maple veneer; fancy veneer is usually pretty expensive, and I don't know if I can afford to get the burled walnut. I've already spent more money on this project than I really should be spending on anything in my current financial situation, tbh, though most of it has been tools I'll almost certainly get plenty of use out of in the future.

And that's the Garbage Guitar! I hope it was interesting, or will be interesting in the future.
Housemates are going to one housemate's parents' house to exchange food and talk a little before coming back and in theory it's all socially distanced outside but it's already crept from "contactless food exchange" to "chatting around a fire pit" and I!!!! Don't!!!! Like this!!! I don't like it!!! It's freaking me out!!!

So I'm staying home, because I'm scared. It won't make a difference and I know it. If I was going to spread COVID, I'd have spread it to housemates already. If I'm going to catch it, I'll catch it from them when they get home. There's no good reason for me to stay here.

It's absolutely the worst of both worlds and I hate it. All of the potential exposure, none of the social bond renewal. But it's still better than hiding in the car and crying, which is probably what would happen if I tried to go, so *shrug*

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